Addiction

Tick.

Waiting. Congratulations. Full marks. The right decision.

Tock.

Mesmerised. Singularity of desire. Resisting its call. Is this my decision?

Hands on the clock strangling delight

holding my body hostage

caressing me in anguish.

Just make it stop, deliver me from evil,

I have no kingdom no power no glory

will this go on forever and ever and on

andonandonandonforevermygodmygodandonandonPAINAGONYNOISE

Tick.

I wait.